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the strongs were worked. the calories were not. hmm.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010      1 comments

i'm still not even talking to myself today i'm so mad at myself for last night! but onward-ho. went to the gym to try out a new class today. it was a strength training one, which didn't burn too many calories it seems, but my "strongs" (ak... Read more
So so ashamed :(
Tuesday, June 15, 2010      15 comments

But I am forcing myself to post this. I really need to STOP making 'excuses' why it's ok to go off the wagon. Now I realize I am not perfect, but I KNOW I can do better. I need to stop making excuses why its "ok" to eat food that I kn... Read more
Like a Race-Horse!!!
Monday, June 14, 2010      7 comments

I think this is one of those things, that needs to be said. emoticon Seriously, this "drinking 8 glasses a... Read more
PUSH PUSH PUSH... wait, I need to rest.
Sunday, June 13, 2010      3 comments

Am very very thankful (in a way) that today is my exercise day off - did 6 days this week and pushed hard, and the ole body is feeling it! needs to recover badly. but also kinda meh about having a day off, because i'm not happy with the scale. i... Read more
Week in Review.
Saturday, June 12, 2010      0 comments

it was a week of highs and lows, i did go out a couple times which wasn't "ideal" in terms of staying on the wagon (understatement...) but I did try to 'make up for it' by busting ass extra hard at the gym. if it comes out as a wash i'll be happ... Read more
Friday, June 11, 2010      2 comments

Ok so I saw theres a new Karate Kid movie coming out and I had a 1984 flashback... COBRA-KAI!!! Anyhoo, so I gained a wee bit (.2) from yesterday but I guess I'm ok with it. I really try to rather map 'trends' than day-to-day being theres... Read more
The flip side of falling
Thursday, June 10, 2010      2 comments

Maybe there is a positive side of having a day that you fall off the wagon.... Last night in Zumba, and today in Kickboxing.. I pushed myself EXTRA hard, and almost feel like my motivation is renewed, because I slipped, i'm more determined to w... Read more
Not looking back, looking forward! Forward-Ho!!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2010      10 comments

There's a new horror movie out... "I know what Tygrlily did last night". Not for the faint of heart. It involves a vicious downward spiral of a high-caloric binge. But you know what? Kicking myself won't help. I know what I did. All I ... Read more
Wednesday, June 09, 2010      5 comments

So my boyfriend has one of his very rare "days off" today before shift schedule change (came home from working the overnight in the ER ~9am). He intends to stay up and be able to crash early tonight for his 7am shift tomorrow. So whats the... Read more
And life is slowly going back to 'routine'... I hope!
Tuesday, June 08, 2010      2 comments

Woke up, fed the cats, puttered around the house, boyfriend came home from overnight ER shift, chatted a little, he's off to sleep, I come to fritter a little on the computer while having morning coffee.... I hate to jinx anything, but dare... Read more
My boy is HOOOOOOOME! yay!
Monday, June 07, 2010      5 comments

I'm so happy he's home. Granted - kidney failure is kidney failure. It's progressive and not ever going to be cured. But given right diet, medications, fluids - he can be happy and playful for longer with us. Of course we are going to do ev... Read more
The ole Body is MAD at me or something.
Sunday, June 06, 2010      4 comments

well i've been off the wagon for a couple days, but as my kitty is in the hospital sick, i'm not going to completely beat myself up over it. my body is beating itself up anyways! i think i had either some massive food poisoning or some nas... Read more
Ok. No more slipping. It don't help nutthin'!
Saturday, June 05, 2010      2 comments

So I'm kinda so-so on if i'm up to go to the gym today, really have no energy because of all this. (Which, at risk of sounding like the most evil selfish person in the world, i'm kinda frustrated about - because I was really hitting the gym HAR... Read more
Back to the hospital, rollercoaster time. And I fell way off the wagon.
Friday, June 04, 2010      6 comments

Merlin came home but had a bad night, he was asymptomatic earlier, but it's like he saw himself in a hospital and decided "hmm, i guess i'm sick, let me act that way." Didn't want to eat this morning. So we had to bring him back. My ... Read more
Guardedly optimistic - kitty update!
Thursday, June 03, 2010      2 comments

Ok so, my boyfriend spoke to his friend whos helping treat (ya know, sometimes I guess it truly does pay to live with "doctors hours" and "doctors tired-type crankiness" (heh) - because being he's just in the room over working the emergency room... Read more

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