AMYJACQUES61989
2,500-3,999 SparkPoints 3,314
SparkPoints
 
Photos
See this image larger
Again, a work in progress....



See this image larger
Never say Never


SparkGoodies
go to goodies page
Bear Hug
From:
GREBJACK
go to goodies page
Bear Hug
From:
1958TMC
go to goodies page
Coffee
From:
AMYJACQUES61989
Awards

 
Interact with AMYJACQUES61989
Add as SparkFriend Send Private Message Leave Comment Recent Message
Board Posts


Losing and gaining weight seems to be my plight. I have been through every program out there. I even had weight loss surgery in 2013, within a year I lost 90 pounds. I have since gained 70 of the back and that is just horrifying. In 2016 I quit drinking alcohol, which I should have done prior to weight loss surgery but I told no one then that I struggled with alcohol and I have a binge eating disorder that I also kept to myself... in hindsight I was not ready for weight loss surgery. This has all been traumatic. Now with the pandemic, I am in a space of hopelessness, but I can not quit. I am in charge of my own happiness, only I can do this. Here I go.....

Member Since: 1/17/2021

Fitness Minutes: 900

My Goals:
I do not want to be svelte, I truly never had that desire. I want to be healthy and at a healthier weight then I am now. When I had weight loss surgery I got down to 152. I loved that, being a size 12 but in all honesty that was very hard to maintain and unrealistic. While many of us say the number is not important... it isn't to a point. I would love to be 170, I can be healthy and I am very active at 170. That is my goal. That is a 54 pound weight loss I am facing- with no surgery. Sigh....


My Program:
I promised my nutritional therapist "NO MORE PROGRAM DIETS!" so I will utilize her dietary plan, exercise and mindfulness. That is my plan.



Personal Information:
I am 53, happily married for 31 years and I have two adult children (28 and 24). This is my 18th year as a middle school counselor at the same middle school. I love my job, it is stressful but I am fortunate to really like what I do. I also own a machine shop business with my husband. He has been running that show since 1992, I left in 2003 to pursue my school counseling career. We have had many ups and downs, just like everyone else.


Other Information:
I struggle with depression, anxiety and an eating disorder. I have been sober for 4 years, working on year 5. I take meds for both depression and anxiety and will never be off of them- they work and when I don't take them that is when I remember that they work! I worked with a nutritional therapist for my eating disorder for 2 years, just flying solo 3 months before the pandemic. I have only gained 5 pounds since I discontinued therapy but that is because I play games with my binge eating and I am SO aware of that- that has to stop!




Read More About AMYJACQUES61989 - Profile Information moved here. (Updated January 17)




Shown if member clicks "Read More"








(Shown after Message Board Posts)
Add a Link
Save Changes
My Ticker:
 current weight: 217.0 
224
210.5
197
183.5
170
Login to Leave Comment
Comments
  • v -WRKNG2ABTTRME-
    Hi and welcome to the Step By Step... Day By Day team. Looking forward to getting to know you through your posts on the team threads. If I can be of any help, please let me know.

    See you there!

    ~Nancy~ co-leader
    60 days ago
  • v no profile image TWIGBISKIT5
    Good morning 🌞. Thank you for I exercise joke 😁. Have a blessed week πŸ™
    72 days ago
  • v SIGNALSELLER
    Hi thanks for accepting my friend request. I'm trying to gain friends on here to help with the support. Congrats of your sobriety, my son went through na and has been clean for 7 years, I know the stuggle.

    I am 51yo, married, son is 26, married, 3 kids. All live with us, along with my 24yo nephew, so crazy household. Everyone except the grandkids is overweight, but I'm the only one working to change it at this time, they all know and they all "say" they want to, but their time will come when they are ready.

    We got this!!!!
    100 days ago
  • v 1958TMC
    You are amazing!!!🌸🌸🌸
    108 days ago
  • v BIRDLOVER-CJ
    Thanks for your encouraging comment on my blog post today! I really appreciate it: 36 sticks of butter? Wow!

    emoticon

    CJ
    73 days ago
Member Comments (8):  12Next >