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Tired of hiding behind loose clothes... Me 4/2010 Appx. 193#

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Don't wanna be pretend sexy no more... Me 4/2010 Appx. 193#

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Nope, it wasn't an accident that I wrote "the" spark people; I was referring to all of you: all of you who choose to log onto this site and share with me every day. I needed that to get started, and I've been making myself read about you all every day--your successes, your backgrounds--and I LOVE looking at your progress pictures!

My struggles are with me, myself, and I. I've had a love affair with junk food my entire life. While I've been blessed to not be obese in spite of my poor eating, I've always wanted to wear a bikini, and I never have. And as if I were obese, I too have shied away from attending certain events and activities, and seeing people in my past, because of weight that I gained, or because I wanted to wear something awesomely sexy but could not wear what I wanted, or because I knew other women with incredible bodies would be there, and I couldn't take the pressure of knowing that I was not one of the incredibles--forget whatever else I have going for myself!

Anyway, I am just getting started, and I still have to renew my mind every day, so I SINCERELY appreciate all of you who motivate me with losing two, three, and four times what I have to lose--yes, YOURS are the stories that I read because my habits have been that bad and that long, and my mentality has me feeling like this is impossible. So I read from you every day. And I haven't had a candy bar, cookie, piece of cake, or ice cream in more than a week. And that is awesome--THANKS TO YOU!!!

Real start date 8/22/10

Member Since: 5/4/2010

Fitness Minutes: 39,845

My Goals:
Ummm, I want to stick to this and actually see 150# again--and STAY there, unless I decide that a different weight looks better!

Reward at 165#: Headshots

Reward at 150#: minimum 2-day trip to Mall of America or the like

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I can do ALL things through Christ which strengthens me. Phillipians 4:16.

NOTHING is impossible for God.

God blessed me with a beautiful body and I have to show him I appreciate it by getting it back!

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