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Today is the first day of my new purpose...

Monday, September 01, 2008

Well after my miscarriage I felt like noone in the whole world knew what I was feeling, but I was wrong! I had so many others (that I had no idea) that also had miscarriages and never knew of them....it's been a month since that terrible day at the OB/GYN's office and finding out that the miracle inside me no longer had a heartbeat.

As the days passed (very slowly), I often wondered if I would ever get the spark back in my life after going through such a terrible experience--- but I believe today was a step forward for me.

A very close friend of mine and I started walking every night for the past few nights and I can tell her anything (as I have always been able to do for many years) and even though she's never been through this experience, she seems to know the right things to say and not to say to help me talk about it....and it's very healing!

So I believe that my fuel for the fire (my purpose) that used to be burning inside me to be a better healthier person for my husband, son and my angel baby is coming back and I am very happy to welcome it. I want to make good choices, I actually care what my calorie intake is again and want to watch how things affect my body and my families bodies too!

From this day forward I will try my best every day to stay in my calorie range and make good and healthy choices to get my body, mind and spirit back on track to prepare for the next time we try for a baby- I know I will get there one day at a time and that's the perfect pace!!
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    Always know that you have allot of people here for you if you need us. Your blog touched my heart. I have been where you are at now and know that it is hard to move on. If you need anything at all please give me a holler!!!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers. emoticon

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    Thank you so much for your sweet comments on my page. You have really gone through a lot lately! I am so sorry to hear about your miscarriage. That's really hard...I don't know how I would handle that. Praying for you for comfort & peace...

    I just wanted to let you know that you definitely CAN do this. Don't give up...if that's one thing I've learned throughout losing this weight and getting healthy that's it! It used to be that if I messed up I'd give up...and I don't do that anymore. Just gotta keep on trekking! I WILL reach my goal some day & so WILL you!

    4634 days ago
    May God's blessings of grace, strength and peace be with you and your family. You are in my prayers. emoticon
    4635 days ago
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