confession: i have a feeling i'm not as nice as i think i am.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
sarcastic. cynical. quick-witted. this is how i'd describe myself. my humor is sharp, bleak and dark. some people get it and others don't. okay fine.
but besides being funnily mean, i think i can be actually mean. i have a problem admitting when i'm wrong, apologizing, giving compliments, or being anything but brutally honest when someone asks my opinion or comes to me with a problem. i sometimes think that i would be a terrible mother because i don't really seem to be maternal. like, at all.
and the kicker is that i'm mostly mean to the people i care about. which i know is a cliche but seriously, that is messed up.
so. enter a late new year's resolution: i'm going to do my best to be NICE. i'm going to give compliments if someone deserves one, admit when i'm wrong or if i've messed up, and stop giving off such a cold front to the people i care about. i have a feeling that everyone around me will be happier and i'll probably be a lot happier as well.