Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I recently started really getting my act together. I'm exercising a fair amount etc. I keep sabotaging myself with my eating. I am even doing it on purpose, sort of, and a bit compulsively. I'm scared. Of a lot of things. I'm scared of trying my best and failing. I'm scared of succeeding. I'm finally trying to get it all together to be healthier and I can't get past my fear to do it right. Why?