I love the new me but I want to become a better me!
Friday, June 18, 2010
As of today I am the smallest that I have been in 5 years surpassing my plateau. I had been stuck a certain number and never worked hard enough to go under that number or get just close enough to satisfy myself then I would get comfortable and the food would come a calling my name! Especially my dear friends Ms. Sugar and Mr. Potato!
The one thing that I realize that i can do for myself is take care of me. Everyone knows now I don't deal with food pushers (people who talk you into eating crap) cause my forcefield is completely up. I think people are actually getting scared, and they should be cause there is a new sheriff in town!
I've been getting the comments, girl you just gonna disappear! Where is your booty going? (anybody that has been world renowned to have a booty like mine almost sees that as an insult .) Compliments are coming left and right. I've been getting caught up thinking, what if I get too thin?
So I look at myself and think do I really want to lose 10 more pounds? Should I lose 10 more pounds? My size 6's fit good and even are getting loose? Well to tell you the truth, this is were I usually stop cause I would be satisfied and right now I am telling myself that I want it all, not just to be average! This is the closest I've ever came to getting completely healthy....the right way and not the quick way like we are so accustomed to doing it. So I'm going to press forward, lose my last 10 pounds and if my booty disappears, I'll be beasting it on the squats!
Have a great weekend!