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Friday, June 18, 2010

As of today I am the smallest that I have been in 5 years surpassing my plateau. I had been stuck a certain number and never worked hard enough to go under that number or get just close enough to satisfy myself then I would get comfortable and the food would come a calling my name! Especially my dear friends Ms. Sugar and Mr. Potato!

The one thing that I realize that i can do for myself is take care of me. Everyone knows now I don't deal with food pushers (people who talk you into eating crap) cause my forcefield is completely up. I think people are actually getting scared, and they should be cause there is a new sheriff in town!

I've been getting the comments, girl you just gonna disappear! Where is your booty going? (anybody that has been world renowned to have a booty like mine almost sees that as an insult .) Compliments are coming left and right. I've been getting caught up thinking, what if I get too thin?

So I look at myself and think do I really want to lose 10 more pounds? Should I lose 10 more pounds? My size 6's fit good and even are getting loose? Well to tell you the truth, this is were I usually stop cause I would be satisfied and right now I am telling myself that I want it all, not just to be average! This is the closest I've ever came to getting completely healthy....the right way and not the quick way like we are so accustomed to doing it. So I'm going to press forward, lose my last 10 pounds and if my booty disappears, I'll be beasting it on the squats!

Have a great weekend!
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  • NEWATTITUDE2010
    Congratulations soror on your accomplishments! I am happy for you! My prayer is that I will be motivated by the younger sorors. I pledged AKA back in 1975...when I was 20 and only weighed 108 pounds. I don't expect to see those days again, but to lose 30 pounds would be great! So thanks for the vicarious joy! emoticon
    4010 days ago
  • FIT4LIFE!
    Great blog, and guuurl how I can relate! I've always stopped short of my 'ultimate' goal, and am actually hovering at that stopping point/plateau right now! I need to get my focus in gear and drop those last 7-10 lbs too!

    Love your analogy about the forcefield, because Lord knows we need it at times to reflect those 'helpful' naysayers!

    Good work lady, keep it up, you're awesome!

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    4011 days ago
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    emoticon Soror, don't let anyone get in your way of being healthy. I think the goal isn't about the scale and the size, it is about what is healthy for your frame and body type. So, as long as you are eating healthy, nutritious, working out in a safe way and pushing yourself to be better, YOU DO THE DANG THANG emoticon
    4011 days ago
  • BABY_GIRL69
    I like the new sheriff attitude! Keep it cause others will get jealous of you lookin all good & taking all the attention it don't make sense. I have a girlfriend & she loses weight & doesn't care what people say but when I was losing, it was "ooh you are gonna disappear." So what did I do? Gained it all back plus some. I too get close & comfy, I am ready to push past what I used to except & go for the gold! lol

    God bless & don't let the git you! lol

    Dee
    4012 days ago
  • CAMANDMAYASMOM
    Good for you!!! And girl you'll knock those last 10 lbs out of the box!! Must be a great feeling to be so close to your goal!

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    4012 days ago

    Comment edited on: 6/18/2010 1:55:30 PM
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