MY HUSBAND SABOTAGED ME
Sunday, August 01, 2010
My husband sabotaged me and I am not happy. I work two jobs. This is a tuff week, I am working 5, 12 hr sifts in a row. Today I am on my fourth. My obsticle is I can not muster up the will power to exercise after working 12 hours. I leave my house at 6am and get back at 830pm. If I keep to my calories I feel I am doing well on the days I work.. Well Yesterday my husband SABOTAGED me. My 3rd 12hours shift in a row. I came home, I am tired. At work we ordered Chinese, I worked it into my calories. I felt good about it. Then I got home. My husband made home made pizza. I was DOOMED!!!! I tried the lifting of the cans( how much weight i lost). NO GOOD. I ate the pizza. Then he broke out the candy bars. I fell into the PIT! Had a candy bar.
When I woke up today, my 4th in a row, tired and all. I realized I ruined a whole wee. I "fell off the wagon". August 1st Back on, packed my breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I WILL SUCEEDE TODAY!!!!!