Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Ok first of all I am bummed because my daughter is at basketball camp 3 hours from home and tonight is family night. Family night starts at 6:15 in order to get there in time I would need to leave at 3:15pm the only problem with that is then we are right smack dab in the middle of rush hour traffic by the time we get to Seattle which means we probably would not make it to the family night on time and it is only a 1:45 minute program. I really really really want to go because I hate missing stuff that Judi does but at the same time I already told her we would not be able to make it, and it really isn't easily feasible. BUMMED!
And then there is the weight loss portion of bummed. I was doing great not counting calories but watching what I was eating and being more active. And I was seeing results on the scale.
Well then I started counting calories and trying really hard to eat really healthy so my weight loss could progress faster and in the 3 days that I have been actually tracking I am gaining weight. I am a bit FRUSTRATED. I know I should give it time but I was doing well with out actually taking the time to count calories and now that I am and eating even better than I was I am gaining...what the heck??
Ok rant over. I am just feeling low today because of weight and wanting to be there for my daughter.