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Oversleeping and then some

Friday, March 04, 2011

For the second morning I have overslept this week. Not sure why, can only figure with my regular routine and 3 days of gym time and low calories my body is on overdrive and demanding downtime. Woke up this morning at exactly the time I am to be at work by, oh well. Called in and arrived late, now need to work until 6pm to make sure full 40 is in.

Got my paper back on Louis Pasteur in Environmental Science last night, scored 95 out of 100, WOOT!!!! I rock!! Listed to a few classmates present on their evinronmentalist and planning my presentation for Monday. Also need to prepare for cost test on Tuesday and work on 2nd paper.

Have a big problem account to deal with at work that actually escalated their issue to or near the president of the company. Damn dealers need to learn to do their job right so I dont have to fix this crap. Oh wait, even better appears the dealer is completely out of business and one of the owners, only named owner may be deceased. While this is sad it seriously complicates what must be done.

Financially I am pulling out my hair. Had two things go through my bank account when we were in Chicago, promptly disbuted them only to have other things bounce. (damn snowball, could have stayed at the top of the hill) So now for the 2nd wk in a row, despite getting paid I have yet again no money for food, laundry or bus fair for my daughter to get to school, argh!! Some days it feels like the deck is stacked very unfavorably. Thankfully I have calmed some, still want to punch something but I digress, I have calmed by talking/venting not by stuffing my face which is a huge win!

Yet another win, up note is that my weight was down again today, so now if I can muster the time/energy to hit the Y this weekend or take a long, long walk up multiple hills, I think I can post a good drop in weight for the first month of the challenge here at work. Plus get back to the 237 my page shows, which I havent been at for a few weeks but you know I can hope right and I feel more there than not so it balances, I am honest about all else, so eh.

While I am dealing with this financial struggle, I am working to breath and calm vs stress, worry which will shift weight in an unfavorable direction. Also I know it is strange to see me talk about the scale since I normally veto it but I have been on the dropping side of live again and like it as much as everyone else. I picture myself at about 200 when all is said and done though my sister thinks 170 and I just dont wanna be that bony, to a few I am already bony so huh I'll pass. lol

I will rise above this negative hurdles, cant help but think sometimes my hurdles our linked to him. Be with negative get negative, mean thought but sometimes it seems the less I deal with or involve him the better things are so it is what is.

Have a great day and thanks for reading. Have a wonderful weekend too!
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  • FRACTALMYTH
    Wow - such a lot of pressure! You sound like yopu are doing great - keep up the good work!
    3797 days ago
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