Tuesday, March 15, 2011
I have never written a blog in my life, so have no idea what I am doing. I just thought that writing the words down in black & white might help in some way.
I have not been on any of the boards lately, because I am too filled with negativity. I am frustrated & feeling rather hopeless at this point. It is not Spark People's fault, it is mine. I have all the tools to help, if I could just figure out how to "put it all together"!
The title is very appropriate. I feel like that is what I am doing. Try as I might, I have not been able to lose this last ten pounds. My goal was my Birthday (June 12). Unless something changes, again I will fail.
I do not know the answers. I eat within my calorie range. I work out 4 to 5 times a week & yet I keep losing & gaining the same pound or two week after week.
I am not giving up. I will keep trying, but at I am not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel yet.
I still have the dream of being a "success" story, but so far it eludes me...