Saturday, July 30, 2011
A quick check-in...
My glucose came in 157 this morning....hopefully it continues to drop.
I'm up taking my time around the house, ate my egg beaters and had coffee. I started first load of laundry in probably 5 years....seems like no big deal, but folding all of the domestic stuff back into my daily life felt really overwhelming a week ago....so one foot in front of the other.
I'm doing some work at my desk and then later this morning I have a friend coming by and then my younger sister is coming over around noon.
Yesterday was tougher than I would prefer....I just really kept feel the pain of my long time companions absence and the inner struggle of feeling torn. I know what's right and what I truly want, and probably what I miss is what I 'wanted' it to be versus what it really is.