one more year til I'm old.....
Saturday, December 31, 2011
so, today I turned 39.... yippee.... not really into this whole getting older thing. my sis turned 40 five days ago..... can't believe it's going to be me next year!
I don't feel old and no one ever guesses my age, so I should be happy, but man, I hate seeing that number climb. turning 30 was really hard.... not sure why, but it was. Going to try and not think about it, don't want to ruin my last year in my 30s.
Weigh in sucked today. Knew it would but had to face the scale. Now I have to face the music and get my butt back in gear! I still want to lose another 45 lbs.... I need to lose 55 to make my goal weight at WW. I was doing sooo good last summer and fall as I prepared for my brother's wedding... and ever since then I cannot seem to get my motivation back. I need to find something to focus on and work towards again. I have 2 more days til I have to go back to work so that is what I am going to focus on.... setting some goals (not resolutions) for 2012.