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September 2014

Thursday, September 04, 2014

I have begun!

I'm not going to write a lot about starting over. It was the same way when I quit smoking. I know why I ended up back where I began.

I have one sister dead from severe chronic depression and one dead from complications due to morbid obesity brought on by horrible childhoods.

Enough I say to myself

I have reclaimed my health before which damn well proves I can do it again

I will accept the part of my life which causes the pain that makes it so difficult at times to care.

I will no longer allow the people into my life that crush my spirit. I am not responsible for their lives.

I will become a better, stronger, healthier, more loving person who shows love and compassion for my loved ones. I will honor the people who have an emotional investment in me and I will do my best to get healthier so I can be a part of their lives for as long as possible.

I will conquer my fears and live by the motto that a coward dies a thousand deaths but a brave one only dies once.

I have begun!


September 4, 2014 10:00 am

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    i was just reading your blogs. You have been through a lot. I applaud you for not giving up. You truly are a strong women and I have no doubt you will achieve your goals. You motivate me to keep trying too. :)
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