I am back and more motivated then ever
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Due to a death in the family a couple of month's back I have taken some time off of sparkepeople to mourn. I miss my grandmother very much and in my time meditating on her and my pain I came to realize that I need to be happier, I need to stop putting off the life I dream of and to stop failing at all my goals because I lived in fear of what others thought of me. My grandmother was a beautiful loving woman who loved me dearly and I believe the best way I can repay her back is to live a life that I love and enjoy every day. On that note being a Buddhist practitioner I have always wanted to leave a clean, harm free compassionate life that was mindful of its consumption and so I am striving now to reboot my life and become a vegetarian. As a lifelong carnivore this is probably going to be the most difficult thing that I do but I want it more than ever and I know I will need support. I am starting this journey doing a 30 day juice fast of fruits and veggies. I have planned this for a week and I am ready to tackle this new life head on.