When an accident turns into life upset
Tuesday, February 20, 2018
Things are pretty uncertain at this very moment. Instead of playing sting in all my teams I’m just putting it here.
I’m unsure if I still have a job.. yesterday everything came crashing down due to a human error mistake that in my line of work was very very bad.. very bad. I deserve the retribution but really need to not lose my job. I’m on administrative leave while investigations are done and decisions are made.
I cried all day yesterday.. it’s all I could do. We recently took actions to fix debt and losing my job will lead to losing everything. I’m scared.. extremely scared and it was a completely honest mistake but that doesn’t matter.
I’ve no internet or motivation and am currently sitting in a blanket but I’m not crying and I’m not eating anything I shouldn’t. That is at least a win, if I was going to do it.. yesterday was the deserving day but instead I came home and cried.
I just felt with my chances of not being online much this would be the way to explain it. I’m afraid of future challenges as I’ve absolutely no idea what my future holds.
That’s all.. just a little of why I might be mia.. no internet or computer makes things difficult lol
Keep strong and eat to live don’t live to eat.