Sunday, December 30, 2018
I am to the point I am laughing hysterically. I joined SP last year. I was doing so well. About the 7th month, things started to get wobbly. I didn't want to stick to it and each week, it got worse and worse. I started eating junk. I wasn't exercising. Little by little I was letting go. However, I still came to Spark every single day. I loved the fact, I had my consecutive day count going. It was somewhere around 250 days I had logged in. I was so jazzed about that. THEN, I got busy one day and forgot. I didn't even realize I had forgotten to log in the day before. I was devastated. Since I was already weeble wobbling, I just gave up. What was the point? I didn't even have my Sparkpeople approval anymore. :-(
So, I went on a three month binge of "WHO CARES". Now, I have gained all the weight back and then some. I don't like it. I realized I do care. So, I have to start all over again. 2019 will be my year to try again. No. I don't want to try. I want to do it. This cycle has to end. After all, Weebles wobble, but they don't fall down!