A possible breakthrough...
Saturday, May 08, 2021
That's a new 3rd number. Is it real? I had to get on and off the scale a couple of times to be sure. Plus, I kind of feel like I cheated a little.
My usual habit in the morning is to go to the bathroom, then get on the scale and do some other things before I shower. I did that. The scale was a respectable 187.2 - but I was disappointed, as I had thought today might be the day. As I was brushing my teeth, I felt like I might have to go a bit more. I did. And voila!
So I don't know if that's cheating. I suppose I just didn't stay in the throne room long enough the first time. In any case, I was shocked at the new number that I've been craving for so long! It feels like I haven't made any progress in ages! And I've been trying so hard (when I'm not messing up with justifications and excuses). I am in my own way. I know this.
*I didn't finish this yesterday, so I'm going to continue it from today, 5-8-21:
Yes, it is real folks! Hooray!