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I just don't understand, it makes me blue
Monday, August 03, 2009      3 comments

Well I made it through the week with seeing my parents. They say and do things I just can't understand..... It makes me feel sorry for them if anything and then I get really blue. There is stuff going on at work too that today I just came home f... Read more
Not going to be a good week!
Sunday, July 26, 2009      2 comments

Another weekend gone. Where do they go? I am not looking forward to the upcoming week. My dad is having surgery and I am going up north to be there for him. I don't get along with my mother so it is going to be very trying but I have to remembe... Read more
Home today
Thursday, April 30, 2009      1 comments

Today is a day of rest! Jim is home from the hospital and I am finally feeling better. Not so weak. Will take it easy today and maybe try ot walk. I just hate being sick and not feeling strong enough to do the things I want to do. Havne't been e... Read more
Jim's surgery
Monday, April 27, 2009      4 comments

Jim's surgery went very well. He should be home on Wednesday. I have a touch of a stomach flu today so it was a tough day for me. I hate not feeling well.... Read more
Sunday, April 19, 2009      2 comments

Today is a new week. I have been really struggling with weight loss and the reasons I am doing this. I know I need to do it to be healthy but it is so hard to eat light/healthy with our lifestyle right now. Plus I don't get a lot of support from... Read more
I can't do this anymore!
Saturday, April 11, 2009      13 comments

I can't do this anymore. I am so tired of worrying about everything I eat for naught. I mostly do it because my DH thinks I'm fat and he wants a thin wife. He makes critical comments about what I eat and how I look and it just gets me down so I ... Read more
I'm struggling!
Thursday, January 15, 2009      2 comments

Wow what a struggle. I have been struggling with emotional eating due to frustrations at work. This leads to low motivation to exercise as I am exhausted when I get home. Cardio is my biggest problem, not doing it. I just can't seem to get it t... Read more
New Year New Motivation
Saturday, January 03, 2009      1 comments

Well 2008 is over and 2009 is beginning. 2008 was a good year in some ways and a difficult year in others. I am happy to start the new year. I gained 6 pounds over the holidays and am ready to get back to Sparking seriously and continue my journ... Read more
Need help staying motivated
Sunday, October 12, 2008      4 comments

I have been so lax about what I eat in the past few weeks. I really need to get back on track. Sometimes I wonder why I am doing this. All I think about is eating. I shouldn't eat this, I want that, what can I have?........ I just want to be ha... Read more
New profile image
Sunday, August 31, 2008      1 comments

I have change my profile image. The old one I am considering a before picture of when I was at my heaviest. The new picture was taken this summer after losing about 15 pounds. With a new season comes new motivation and new short team goals. The ... Read more
I have no willpower
Sunday, August 31, 2008      2 comments

I just hav eno willpower wehn it comes to eating at social events. If its there and its good I eat it. I have to get myself together and stop!!!!! I have been stuck at 150 all summer and have made myseslf a goal to get to 140 by may birthday in ... Read more
Too busy to eat right!
Saturday, August 09, 2008      1 comments

I have been having a really hard time. We are gone or busy 3-4 night out of the week so we are eating out. It is so hard to eat really well in those circumstances. I have been exercising as much as I can and drinking lots of water and maintainin... Read more
Getting discouraged and hard to stay motivated
Saturday, August 02, 2008      1 comments

I have been stuck right around 150 now for three months. As a result I have been having a real hard time staying motivated when it comes to eating the right things. I have been exercising, crunches, biking, walking, running, gardening. What more... Read more
What a month of May
Monday, May 26, 2008      1 comments

Wow, may has gone by really fast and I have been so busy doing all kinds of fun things. Unfortunately fun things include eating. I have had my fun and now its time to get back on track. I had been down below 150 for a few days before things got ... Read more
Losing motivation
Monday, May 05, 2008      2 comments

I feel ike I am really losing motivtion. I was doing so well but in the past week it seems to be going downhill and I don't feel like I am doing very well at stopping the spiral. I think maybe its the stress of thinking about the possiblilty of ... Read more

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