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It's 3 AM
Friday, April 07, 2017      1 comments

Okay, I waited a while to write the blog so it's actually 3:52 AM. I got the song "3 AM" by Matchbox 20 in my head. I generally try to stay away from social media this time of night because who knows if I'm awake enough to actually write coheren... Read more
Migraine/Sleep/Mania/All kinds of stuff!!!
Thursday, April 06, 2017      3 comments

Yesterday night around 0200 I got the most awful 'headache'. Searing pain, the whole top half of my head hurt like mad, mostly on the right side. I took some tylenol and went and laid down on my bean bag to keep my head elevated. No sleep came. ... Read more
New Recipes, Spring Cleaning and so much more!!
Monday, April 03, 2017      2 comments

The question was asked: why am I being so strict on myself with food? The answer is simple. I work better that way. Call it a throwback to my military days, but if I know something is off limits, I don't even consider it. It's not an option. Per... Read more
April Goals/ Guidelines
Sunday, April 02, 2017      4 comments

I've been wanting to write these out for a while now and I'm realizing I'm setting too hard of goals for myself. Pescetarian, who me? Who am I kidding!? It's grilling season and I love my DH's cooking. I would definitely feel deprived. But burge... Read more
Sunday Ramblings
Sunday, April 02, 2017      6 comments

Anxiety hit me like a mac truck yesterday. I was fine, grocery shopping with the family, trying to get everything on both of our lists (he's gearing up... Read more
Spring Cleaning And Guests Coming!
Saturday, April 01, 2017      6 comments

DH finally cleaned off the back porch! This is amazing because this is the man that would buy charcoal, let it get rained on, so he'd buy some more, but leave the charcoal that was wet on the porch! Repeat! So frustrating! Now we have the grill ... Read more
Sleep/Thrifting!/Spring Cleaning!!
Friday, March 31, 2017      5 comments

So yesterday exhaustion finally hit me. I've not been able to sleep more than a few hours every night and yesterday I don't know how I made it to my appointment and errand running and I certainly don't know how I made it home safely. I told the ... Read more
Getting back to my routine!!
Monday, March 27, 2017      7 comments

My morning/afternoon yesterday went great, got a lot done in getting the house cleaned up so we can start rearranging more, made banana-nut muffins, and spent time with DH. Then in the evening my anxiety shot up and was near unbearable. Felt lik... Read more
Spring Cleaning!
Sunday, March 26, 2017      4 comments

Feeling a little better yesterday. Could have been all of the caffeine... I had four cups of coffee (technically 5, I had one at 2 AM that morning) and 3 cups of iced tea. I think DH is right and the meds I'm on are sedating me too much. But I'd... Read more
German Shepherd?
Friday, March 24, 2017      6 comments

I have always wanted a German Shepherd. I met Zanja the German Shepherd service dog yesterday at my psychiatrist appointment. I want a German Shepherd for a service dog!! DH wants me to get a Golden Retriever, and I understand why, but that is n... Read more
More randomness! Question Answered
Thursday, March 23, 2017      5 comments

Okay, so the question was asked, what will the service dog do for me? The most famous service dogs are for the blind, not as many people know about service dogs for those with PTSD and other mental illnesses. Check out the below link to Anything... Read more
Wednesday, March 22, 2017      5 comments

Up for the third time tonight. Not good. I need sleep. Lack of sleep can lead to a manic episode for me. Or worse. I actually thought this sleep thing was a recent development, as in just the past few years. Nope. I have that program on FB where... Read more
Tuesday, March 21, 2017      4 comments

I've done this before, and never stuck to it for long. But now that I know I can stick to it if I want to, I'm doing it. Yup, I'm going pescetarian. It's vegetarian, but I can eat fish and other seafoods, in case you didn't know. I'm also going ... Read more
Just a little update...
Tuesday, March 21, 2017      11 comments

I'm doing a little better. I've been forcing myself to do things and push through the depression. It is exhausting and I've been getting worn out completely by 2 PM (actually sooner than that, but I'm pushing through it). But I'm trying. It's ha... Read more
Saturday, March 18, 2017      10 comments

I've been suffering from some major-league depression. I'm so depressed I haven't been responding to email, texts, nothing. I'm trying today to get myself to do that, so I figured a Spark-blog was in order to. ... Read more

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