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New Week; New Start; New Goals
Monday, August 20, 2018      5 comments

Okay, so the goal I set was a little (lot) unrealistic. So I'm refocusing on what I'm eating, how much, what kinds of foods (I ate bread this morning! Big no-no!) I'm going to two shakes a day and some Isopure protein drink, to make sure I'm get... Read more
Bible In A Year!!
Sunday, August 19, 2018      4 comments

So, I tried to do this Bible in a year program before and totally failed at it. That has kept me from trying again. But I want to know God's Word and know Him better, and to do that, you have to read the Bible. And other than the Bible in a year... Read more
Sunday Reflections
Sunday, August 19, 2018      1 comments

Last week was kind of a loss. I didn't eat well at all, had things I am NOT supposed to, more than I'm supposed to and didn't really work out at all. I walked down the stairs and my knee progressively got worse and by the last step I was sure my... Read more
OW, and self care
Thursday, August 16, 2018      3 comments

I went to set down my dog's water bowl, and there is part of the stairs that juts out a little, I flopped over to set down the bowl and banged my head on the jutting out part, which happened to be a corner. So my head has a big gash on it that t... Read more
Self Care
Thursday, August 16, 2018      4 comments

I have several mental illnesses and so self care is very important. Well, because of my recent severe anxiety I have not been taking care of myself very well. I've missed doses of medication, which makes things worse (don't worry, I'm back to ta... Read more
Wednesday, August 15, 2018      9 comments

That is how I feel right now. I just want to lay down and pass out, it has been a hard day and thanks to nightmares I did not get enough sleep last ... Read more
Tuesday Here I Come!
Tuesday, August 14, 2018      3 comments

My PTSD is acting up, and this morning I had really bad panic attack and anxiety, recovering was difficult. So while I was waiting for time to wake ... Read more
Baby Steps
Sunday, August 12, 2018      6 comments

Okay, so it is the beginning of a new week, and the beginning of a new try for me. And for my puppy, Hope. I'm starting over with Baby Steps. And with an Anti-Procrastination Motto. I procrastinate a lot, and I've got to quit. With Fly Lad... Read more
Success and (temporary) Defeat
Friday, August 10, 2018      7 comments

Let's start with success!! I'm down to 216 and the bariatric surgeon says I may be down enough that the general surgeon will go ahead and take out my hernia. The general surgeon said he would not take it out till I lost some weight, but he di... Read more
Very Rough Day
Thursday, August 09, 2018      4 comments

Today was a Very Rough Day. I'm still not doing great. But I am trying. My anxiety is really bad and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I've had several panic attacks, not enough sleep and am still having knee and tooth pain.Thank God I go ... Read more
Plan B
Tuesday, August 07, 2018      4 comments

Up at 3 AM wide awake. I probably could have gone back to bed, but I could tell that my pup, Hope, was waking up. So we got up and went outside and then grabbed the bag of hot dogs (all beef, her special treat for training) and sat and did some ... Read more
Marvelous Monday!
Monday, August 06, 2018      1 comments

I've had a really slow Monday so far, but have decided to make the most of the rest of the day, starting by checking off my checklist to make a blog! Started out by getting up and sleeping on the couch, I think my pup thinks that is where w... Read more
Sensational Sunday!!
Sunday, August 05, 2018      4 comments

I got enough sleep last night! emoticon No need for a nap today, yay! Can you believe I took three naps yesterda... Read more
How I'm Doing
Saturday, August 04, 2018      5 comments

This is a double edged sword of a question. I'm doing fine, and I'm not doing so good, in many ways. Anxiety is a constant and of late we have been so busy and had so many problems that I'm in constant high anxiety. I've been having PTSD n... Read more
Puppy Love
Friday, August 03, 2018      5 comments

I'm so excited to say that Hope is doing great and is ahead of the curve because of extra training. The trainer, O, says that she is bonding really ... Read more

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