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Can't Keep Up
Wednesday, November 02, 2016      3 comments

Lately it seems I cannot keep up with the simplest things. I keep thinking if I just push harder I will find more energy! It just does not seem to be happening that way. I have been putting off mowing for a week now. I am just too tired. Bu... Read more
U.S. Weight Loss Market Worth $60.9 Billion
Friday, October 07, 2016      5 comments

Headlines for an article I read recently. The article discussed the weight loss market and how best to profit from us overweight folks. Imagine if there were an alcoholics recovery market. Or, a market for those who struggle with over s... Read more
Still So Tired
Wednesday, September 21, 2016      5 comments

But, I cannot sit around waiting to feel better. I must get up and make myself feel better. So, enough of these cranky, down in the dumps days. As Dr. Seuss says: You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You ... Read more
Thursday, September 15, 2016      4 comments

Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time... It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other. Leo Buscaglia I don't know what is wrong with people sometimes. And today, I don't care. Sometimes I just g... Read more
I'm Not Afraid To Fall
Tuesday, September 13, 2016      5 comments

I love this song, and I think it is great to work out to. www.youtube.com/watch?v=
sQGLcR76UHI Get Up ~Superchick Lyrics: I'm not afraid to fall It means I climbed up high To fall is not to fail ... Read more
Monday, September 12, 2016      3 comments

I took a big step today, for me. I measured myself. I must say, it was shocking. Have you ever had a birthday and thought, I just don't feel that old? I do. For some reason, I still feel like I am in my early thirties. I think I do that wi... Read more
Love Thy Neighbor
Wednesday, September 07, 2016      2 comments

So, I was planning on mowing tomorrow. I am doing my best, but I am one person, and sometimes no matter how many hours in the day I work, it is just not enough. I went out to weed eat tonight, or to finish doing it. While I was out there, my ... Read more
We Will See
Monday, September 05, 2016      4 comments

We moved into the house we are in three years ago. We had never been able to own a home previously, so this was a huge blessing to us. So happy to have a place that was more permanent I immediately started planning my outdoor space. As a ren... Read more
If I Could Change JUST One Thing In My Life
Friday, August 26, 2016      4 comments

If I could choose to wake up tomorrow and have something changed what would it be? I give a lot of thought to my weight, I spend a lot of time thinking about the scale, my size, and how I want to be thin again. But, is it really THAT importan... Read more
Each Day Is A Gift, You Will NEVER Get One Back
Wednesday, August 24, 2016      3 comments

Regret will not bring back one lost day, or lost opportunity. Regret will not change the decisions made in the past. There is no reason to even spend another moment on it. But, I cannot help but feel that sinking feeling, that sadness that co... Read more
Thursday, August 18, 2016      5 comments

Well, it doesn't take long before I find myself ready to spiral down into another episode of "Let's Quit and Throw In The Towel". I can see what my trigger is. Perhaps before I didn't know there were any external triggers? I don't know. But,... Read more
Love Presents
Tuesday, August 16, 2016      3 comments

I really like to reward myself. I do not know if that is good or bad in the psychiatry world. But, in my world it is gooood! So, I am going to make myself a deal. I would love to have a paid membership to Spark. I have always liked sp... Read more
Lost Years
Sunday, August 14, 2016      8 comments

I have been on spark people since 2006. I was active, inactive, back and forth. Lost some, gained some. But, the sad reality is all of the years lost. All of the years that I have spent in a body that limited me, humiliated me, and defined m... Read more
Friday, February 01, 2013      0 comments

Well, since my last entry on January, 2010 a lot has changed. I guess that is good. It would be a shame if in 3 years not much had changed. The great thing is, I am a new person. 3 years ago I accepted Jesus as my savior, and I am now a new... Read more
Time To Kick Butt!
Monday, January 11, 2010      9 comments

Ok, I have been sad, and depressed, and angry. I have started, and stopped and talked a whole lot about starting and stopping. It is midnight. No looking back. From this moment on: If I eat it I track it I WILL exercise, even... Read more

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