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Weigh-In (Week ?? Can't find my Planner)
Friday, April 19, 2019      5 comments

Well, good news everyone. I am back to being myself again. The medicine has dispersed through my system now and is working as intended. At first it was quite a shock to my system and I was experiencing mania and depression intensely and it was b... Read more
A Short Blog
Wednesday, April 17, 2019      8 comments

Just something quick to post an update. Will do something longer later on when I have a bit more time and focus and energy to devote to it. But for now just wanted to get a few words out there. I'm doing much better now, more used to the higher ... Read more
Saturday, April 13, 2019      10 comments

They've been messing with my meds. Not a good situation. Been crying a lot and sleeping a lot and making death comments. Don't worry I'm talking to my psych tomorrow and going to tell her I need to be on the highest dose of wellbutrin. I'm still... Read more
Dropping BY
Thursday, April 11, 2019      7 comments

Wanted to say hello. Hope everyone is staying fabulous. I'm working hard on my content. The best thing I can do for myself right now is to keep on writing so that's what I'm doing. Never give up, never surrender! And you should do the same. More... Read more
Here's the News! Anyone Know What Day It IS?
Wednesday, April 10, 2019      7 comments

Hey kids. Hope everyone's being good. Sorry I haven't been keeping up on the regular but I've been pretty occupied. Lots going on for me. Been around the scene a lot lately and keeping busy creating content. Don't be shy to come on over to Twitt... Read more
Flash Update
Tuesday, April 09, 2019      4 comments

Well let's see if I can put together some words. Today I wrote a landmark poem and submitted it to an important magazine so we'll see how that pans out. Been submitting poetry here and there lately and have given my book series to one agent as a... Read more
Day Something: Got Some Sleep
Sunday, April 07, 2019      5 comments

Wow, had some strong mania for a while and couldn't get any sleep. Feeling better now. The dose of meds I'm on causes mania so I have to be sure to take my geodon at the right time to avoid that. If I balance the meds right then I manage to get ... Read more
You Knew I was Bipolar, Right?
Saturday, April 06, 2019      2 comments

I think by now everyone on here knows I have bipolar I disorder. So I'm moderately manic and moderately depressed right now because they had to raise my wellbutrin to the max dose. I've lost all my appetite and can't sleep. I've lost interest in... Read more
Week 22 Weigh-In
Friday, April 05, 2019      7 comments

I did my weigh-in as I've been intermittent fasting for a few days now and I wanted to do a health checkup to see how it was affecting my body to see if it had adverse or positive effects. It turns out the effects are definitely positive and evi... Read more
Day 148: Making the Final Decision
Thursday, April 04, 2019      5 comments

Yesterday did not go as I had planned, but it ended up being exactly what I needed. I didn't focus on my activity goals or on drinking water or on food at all. In fact I made a true commitment to Theravadan Buddhism and decided to make it my lif... Read more
Day 147: Developing Mindfulness
Wednesday, April 03, 2019      5 comments

Well, my psychiatrist finally pinned me down. She got to the root of things in our session, to a truth that maybe I always knew. My depression has always been tied to my weight. It is why I have had a long history of eating disorders. Everything... Read more
Day 146: Starting to Feel Better
Tuesday, April 02, 2019      3 comments

So I'm starting to feel a little bit better, increased meds are starting to kick in. I started off with some chair exercises this morning: an arm and shoulder workout. I lifted 5 lb weights which were doable for my injured wrist. I am back on tr... Read more
Week 21 Weigh-In (It's Definitely the Inflammation)
Monday, April 01, 2019      5 comments

Well, I've decided it's definitely the inflammation that is affecting my weight. I felt like I had less inflammation today so I decided to weigh myself and I'd dropped 4.8 pounds since the last time I weighed. So I'm going to ask my doctor if he... Read more
Day 141: The Numbers
Thursday, March 28, 2019      5 comments

So I realized I was getting caught up in the numbers and it was what was causing me so much distress. Even though logically I knew that the number on the scale wasn't what was important and there were other factors to consider besides just what ... Read more
Week 20 Weigh-In Blog
Tuesday, March 26, 2019      6 comments

As you can imagine, I have gotten a little off track lately. First we didn't have internet for a week and that was stressful and sapped motivation although I did try to work out doing some exercises that weren't dependent on videos....and then w... Read more

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