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Here's the News! Anyone Know What Day It IS?
Wednesday, April 10, 2019      7 comments

Hey kids. Hope everyone's being good. Sorry I haven't been keeping up on the regular but I've been pretty occupied. Lots going on for me. Been around the scene a lot lately and keeping busy creating content. Don't be shy to come on over to Twitt... Read more
Flash Update
Tuesday, April 09, 2019      4 comments

Well let's see if I can put together some words. Today I wrote a landmark poem and submitted it to an important magazine so we'll see how that pans out. Been submitting poetry here and there lately and have given my book series to one agent as a... Read more
Day Something: Got Some Sleep
Sunday, April 07, 2019      5 comments

Wow, had some strong mania for a while and couldn't get any sleep. Feeling better now. The dose of meds I'm on causes mania so I have to be sure to take my geodon at the right time to avoid that. If I balance the meds right then I manage to get ... Read more
You Knew I was Bipolar, Right?
Saturday, April 06, 2019      2 comments

I think by now everyone on here knows I have bipolar I disorder. So I'm moderately manic and moderately depressed right now because they had to raise my wellbutrin to the max dose. I've lost all my appetite and can't sleep. I've lost interest in... Read more
Week 22 Weigh-In
Friday, April 05, 2019      7 comments

I did my weigh-in as I've been intermittent fasting for a few days now and I wanted to do a health checkup to see how it was affecting my body to see if it had adverse or positive effects. It turns out the effects are definitely positive and evi... Read more
Day 148: Making the Final Decision
Thursday, April 04, 2019      5 comments

Yesterday did not go as I had planned, but it ended up being exactly what I needed. I didn't focus on my activity goals or on drinking water or on food at all. In fact I made a true commitment to Theravadan Buddhism and decided to make it my lif... Read more
Day 147: Developing Mindfulness
Wednesday, April 03, 2019      5 comments

Well, my psychiatrist finally pinned me down. She got to the root of things in our session, to a truth that maybe I always knew. My depression has always been tied to my weight. It is why I have had a long history of eating disorders. Everything... Read more
Day 146: Starting to Feel Better
Tuesday, April 02, 2019      3 comments

So I'm starting to feel a little bit better, increased meds are starting to kick in. I started off with some chair exercises this morning: an arm and shoulder workout. I lifted 5 lb weights which were doable for my injured wrist. I am back on tr... Read more
Week 21 Weigh-In (It's Definitely the Inflammation)
Monday, April 01, 2019      5 comments

Well, I've decided it's definitely the inflammation that is affecting my weight. I felt like I had less inflammation today so I decided to weigh myself and I'd dropped 4.8 pounds since the last time I weighed. So I'm going to ask my doctor if he... Read more
Day 141: The Numbers
Thursday, March 28, 2019      5 comments

So I realized I was getting caught up in the numbers and it was what was causing me so much distress. Even though logically I knew that the number on the scale wasn't what was important and there were other factors to consider besides just what ... Read more
Week 20 Weigh-In Blog
Tuesday, March 26, 2019      6 comments

As you can imagine, I have gotten a little off track lately. First we didn't have internet for a week and that was stressful and sapped motivation although I did try to work out doing some exercises that weren't dependent on videos....and then w... Read more
A More Specific Update
Tuesday, March 19, 2019      5 comments

Now that I've had time to catch up with more things and get my thoughts in order, I thought I'd take a little time to write a more detailed blog about all the things that have been going on in the past week. My last blog was pretty brief and did... Read more
Week 19 Weigh-In Blog
Tuesday, March 19, 2019      3 comments

Sorry I've been away so long--had no internet. We were having problems with our wi-fi for like a week and finally got the internet guy to come out and fix it so back online now with faster internet, hooray. Let me just say both Fritzy and I were... Read more
Day 124: Reflections
Tuesday, March 12, 2019      6 comments

I was a bit salty with everyone this past weekend. I was especially cranky with Fritzy and I felt bad afterwards but I know I was taking out my frustrations on him because I have some lingering feelings of resentment about being a stay at home m... Read more
Day 123: Opportunities for Mindfulness
Monday, March 11, 2019      6 comments

I wanted to post tonight because I had some rather interesting news in several areas that I thought I'd share. I hope everyone is progressing in their journeys and staying positive, working with what they have, even when they have disabilities, ... Read more

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