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What Can You Do, TODAY?
Sunday, May 23, 2010      2 comments

I've been doing a lot of thinking about my life lately. What is it that I live for? Honestly, I'm not sure anymore. It seems that all I've been thinking about is school. More school. Exercise. Starting over my healthy diet after binges. Se... Read more
Sunday, March 07, 2010      1 comments

Once upon a time, I was so, so excited for Winter Quarter 2010. Ha. Talk about in a galaxy far, farrrr away. This has been one of the most stressful times in my life. I'm sure it wouldn't have been as bad if I hadn't been trying to change ... Read more
Today, I Prevailed.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010      2 comments

I was about to go on another epic binge..stressed..hateful towards myself..thinking about how I was going to get rid of it later. There was no reason this time, really. I was just hungry, and I thought that I might as well just give up. So, I... Read more
Survey #1!
Saturday, February 20, 2010      2 comments

When's the last time you ran? Yesterday around the track, 1 mile! Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? not anymore..I used to be into that. What are you dreading right now? Lots of things. Do you get the full 8 hours... Read more
Something Just Came to Me!
Monday, February 15, 2010      2 comments

My binging episodes only occur when I am feeling intense anxiety, meaning when a family member gets to me, or school, or if I made a diet mistake earlier in the day etc. One happened yesterday, two days after I had consumed fast food with my bes... Read more
Excuses && Lessons Learned.
Monday, February 15, 2010      2 comments

Oh, excuses...I make them in order to let myself "cheat" in what I eat in those tempting evenings. Then, I'll tell myself it is just another lesson learned, only to feel an incredible amount guilt the next day...which often can lead to yet anoth... Read more
I need a change.
Sunday, January 31, 2010      2 comments

All of the stress of taking eight classes is really wearing me down. It's causing a lot of emotional eating, and it's hard to swerve from it since food really is my only comfort. My friends really don't understand when I try to confide in them a... Read more
Oh, anxiety..
Monday, January 18, 2010      0 comments

Time is going by very, very slowly..but then again, I don't know where it all went. It's a strange sensation, I suppose. All I know for sure, is that my workouts have been going GREAT!! I have been religiously exercising every day since I re... Read more
Friday, January 08, 2010      0 comments

Yes, this quarter is going to be a good one.. I really believe that; however, it's getting really stressful to log onto sparkpeople everyday to track my fitness and my calories ever since school started this week! I record them into a journal ea... Read more
Very gooood day!
Monday, January 04, 2010      0 comments

Busy, busy, busy! Busy in a good way. :) School started back up today, and I have a feeling that this quarter is going to be a very good one. My professors are awesome, my schedule is convenient, and I have a few friends in my classes to hel... Read more
Boot Camp!!
Monday, January 04, 2010      1 comments

This is something I'm very excited about! :) I'm really hoping to accomplish enhancing and adding more variety to my workout routine. I like to shake things up a bit every now and then when it comes to exercising, and I feel like this bootcam... Read more
A Brand New Year!
Friday, January 01, 2010      0 comments

A chance to start over. How magical, as well as motivating. :) About a year ago, I made a resolution to lose twenty pounds..the same twenty pounds that I am trying to lose right now, in fact. I guess you see how that turned out, ha. Howev... Read more
Everyday is a new day to start over, and this is mine. :)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009      2 comments

It's been my main issue, my constant struggle since the 7th grade. I've lost weight, I've put it on again. I've starved myself for weeks, I've binged for hours when something bad happened in my life, or whenever I've felt depressed/anxious. I'... Read more