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6 weeks from today
Monday, January 18, 2010      1 comments

approximately six weeks from today, i should be moving to england. this is if everything goes right with my visa without any delays. so. six weeks from today, i want to be in a healthy state of mind and body when my journey begins. i k... Read more
confession: i have a feeling i'm not as nice as i think i am.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010      3 comments

sarcastic. cynical. quick-witted. this is how i'd describe myself. my humor is sharp, bleak and dark. some people get it and others don't. okay fine. but besides being funnily mean, i think i can be actually mean. i have a problem admi... Read more
motivation where are you!?!?
Monday, January 11, 2010      3 comments

i. do. not. want. to. exercise. i don't want to walk. i don't want to work out with my jillian michaels dvd. i DEFINITELY don't want to go to the gym. where the heck is my motivation lately?? nothing and i mean NOTHING is getting me... Read more
decisions = motivation
Wednesday, September 16, 2009      6 comments

so if you've been on a spark team with me, you probably know that i recently graduated and was waiting on a decision about acceptance into grad school. well, i didn't get in to grad school [which is totally okay]. and now i have the big questi... Read more
new chapter, new goal
Sunday, July 26, 2009      2 comments

so my boyfriend gets his first ever house in 19 days. we are both very excited and we know that this is a new chapter in his life [and thus mine] so we want to live it to our fullest. so we set a goal for ourselves: lose 6 pounds by august 14t... Read more
the heaviest i've ever been
Tuesday, June 30, 2009      3 comments

i stepped on the scale this morning for the first time in weeks and wasn't at all shocked to find myself at 153 aka the heaviest i have ever been. and to be honest, although i'm livid with myself, i'm not freaking out. i know how i got here, e... Read more
healthy competition?
Wednesday, May 13, 2009      5 comments

my cousin and i are like sisters. we don't always get along, but we love each other...but sometimes i feel like if we weren't family, we would NEVER be friends in the real world. we are two totally different people. there has always bee... Read more
help help help!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009      4 comments

i got some really bad news today that made me feel really crappy. i didn't get into 2 of the grad programs i really wanted and expected to get in. i opened the letter and had a huge crying session with my mom and she comforted me as best she c... Read more
fake it til you make it
Sunday, February 08, 2009      6 comments

so i've had a really rough week [at least]. i'm not exactly sure what's going on with me, but i feel out of sorts to say the least. this came as a huge blow to me as i was losing weight, working out and eating properly and therefore feeling am... Read more
major setback
Sunday, January 25, 2009      1 comments

i'm extremely frustrated and angry with myself. earlier this week, i was down 5 pounds from my starting weight and feeling FANTASTIC. my boyfriend noticed that i was slimming down and said so. my clothes were actually BAGGY in some places. a... Read more
i admit...that was tough...
Monday, January 19, 2009      1 comments

tonight, i REALLY did NOT want to go to the gym...i wanted to curl up on my couch with a giant cup of starbucks and watch a movie and go to sleep without doing any exercise whatsoever. i also had a massive headache and just started that time of... Read more